i wish my friends saw you the way i do. the way you make me feel like i’m a queen. the way you look at me like i have never been looked at before. i never felt this way with someone; being so comfortable with you. i love the fact that we can sit around and do nothing, have a great time and i would pick that over anything. i truly do love you and i dont know why no one can be happy for me but i promise myself that i can do this. i can be with you and have the best friends i could have. the ones that really want to be my friends will stay around. this weekend was the best i have ever had<3 you and i away from the real world brought us so much closer. i hate having to hide all of this and not being able to tell my friends because they either dont understand or they dont care, it just sucks because i would do anything for them… i guess thats saying something. maybe moving would be better for me, maybe then they would realize just how much i hope i mean to them because i know they mean the world to me.